slow down!!

I finally found what I was looking for, and I didn't even have to look. It was perfect. I feel a little better about everything that is turning upside down right now.

There's a point where I realize I have no idea what I'm doing, and what I should do.

And then I embrace it; accept it.



What could I do otherwise?

"pasted-together collage of a person that you’re slowly becoming"*


Just really liked the way it was written. I'm having trouble lately. It's gotten to the point where I feel like I've lost control. I try to do everything, but it doesn't end up working out that way. Exams will be over in two weeks, and the end is slowly approaching. I'm not consciously sad about it at all, but maybe there is something in my that setting off my emotions. It's hard to tell, really. It's been a strange few weeks.












*http://www.northbynorthwestern.com/2008/04/8480/why-i-chose-northwestern/

I'm so lost.
Everything is weird and off-balance.

It's been a while. Nothing really changes, though. I'm fighting with myself. I want to be around people, but then I don't. I'm happy, but then I'm not. Or maybe I'm everything all at once, and sometimes certain aspects decide to shine through. I'm just trying to make it out. But, thus is life. I've got everything in place now. Just time to wait. Sitting on the cusp, not sure if I'm going to fall off the edge or if I can make it. I'm thinking the latter. At least I want to. It will all be fine, always is.

ACCEPTED:)

I don't even know what's going on anymore. Life is so strange lately.

It's strange, how things end up.




In one way, your prayers worked. However, in the other, quite the opposite. It's hard to believe.

The weather!